The first few days of trying to eat better really suck. I am so
hungry all the time. I know that I am eating what I should be and I
know that it is my body trying to get used to eating right...but it
still sucks. I am cranky and grouchy and angry. I want to be able to
eat what I want, but I know that is just not going to happen. I makes
me so mad. I hate being fat. I hate it so much. I just hope I hate it
enough to actually be able to do something about it finally...