Well today is day two of this little journey, and it is a busy day. I am getting closer to figuring this whole deal out and hope to soon be brave enough to say what I feel like I need to say. I know very cryptic. I guess in the big scheme of life what I have to say isn't that important. But to me it is. I really don't even care if anyone reads what I write. I think just writing it and having it out there will be helpful to me. And that really is the purpose for this blog.